Let There Be Light

Adam completed the electric last night. Today he is watching Myth Busters and recovering. I went shopping. One of my hobbies I fear. I always want to list my hobbies as bathing, eating, sleeping, shopping, reading, gardening, video games, music. No long walks on beaches for me, raining or not.

I went to buy panties, Oh, my! I caught sport bras on sale also. My ass as gotten too fat I fear. Too many apples.

Sometimes I think I never leave the house without bringing back something to read.

I also purchase replacement pansies as 5 I planted don't look too good. I think they are dead. I don't like to give up on plants since Adam rescue a plant for me by placing it in the compost pile. Now it is almost to the ceiling. I learned my lesson. However since pansies are annual plants only loved for their beauty, these will be replaced tomorrow if they don't buck up. What is that saying? Every year there is a new group of 18 year olds to replace us.

Beauty in women. Since I had acne until the early 90's I never felt pretty. Fat and spotty. I feared people would run down the street in horror at my face. And yet I never lacked for male companionship. Oh course the guys I really like I was too shy to talk to. There was one or two maybe. Teeth was good looking. He had Latin blood and a fat sister so maybe that is why he liked me. Oh and I was easy.

When Adam and I first discovered one another one of my buddies said to me while shopping one day, "Adam is just smitten!" I replied, "Yeah? With who?" Opps it was with me. I was so humble and used to being ignored by WB that I had'nt given it a thought that Adam might of "liked" me. I didn't vamp Adam or anything. Nothing snakey. I had actively gone after men in my past. I consider myself sexually aggressive. But I wasn't that way with Adam.

After feeling sick yesterday I laid down. Adam had to sponge me off. I think it was a medication reaction. After the faintness went away, I showered and felt better. The pair of us in our goofiness stay up until today. Punch drunk from working too hard. Our bodies exhausted, our minds no capable of sleep.

The weather in the Garden remains lovely. Hoping the rest of the week stays this way.