Ritual Slaughtering of Cucumbers

Houston we have a cucumber.

It is much too early. Not even July. I didn't like the looks of the inside of it. It tasted decent enough. I made and ate my first cucumber sandawhich of the 2008 Season.

Adam is in a flunk. He worked too hard on his vacation. He is exhusted and depressed about going back to work. My Saturn is in the shop again. It was just in the shop last Thursday.

The weather has been warm, rainy. Next week I am going back to work two full time days, Tuesday and Thursdays. I am happy. I plan to use the Lidocaine Patches for any pain. My MD said he would order them for me because my drugstore has been slow getting me my workman's comp meds. I am annoyed at that.

Today is my youngest son's birthday. He is 22 years old. I miss him.

Better in Paradise

I worked today, 4 hours. came home. I actually felt good. I did dishes and even swept the kitchen floor. I napped. We ordered Old Pizza for dinner. It was good.

Adam built a shed for the wood. It looks good and he worked very hard today. I am proud of him.

I am going to read magazines now, maybe a few chapeters of my novel and glance time to time at tv.

I got bitten by mosquitoes on my right leg. How annoying.

Blah in Paradise

I haven't written in a very long time. I got hurt at work. I just couldn't sit online.

Today I fell. At work. I am frustrated. Mad and worried about a ultra sound I had on Monday.


I try to think positive but it is so hard when all I get is suffering. Nothing ever works for me.